don't leave me, friends..

gatau kenapa, tp tiba* takut sekali kehilangan temen* ku. bener* deh, gamau kehilangan satu pun dari kalian semua, tanpa pengecualian.
uh friends, I can't do anything without you all :(





Selasa, 28 Desember 2010
-rania

behel again??

ahahahem. galau again. malem lg. uh, insom being sucks!!!
ohya, 2hari yg lalu aku diajak mamaku nemenin kk ku kontrol behelnya. eh pas masuk, gigiku dicek jg --" gigi atasku posisinya miring ke kanan, trus masi ga rata. eh aku disuruh pk behel lagi!
fyi, dulu aku sempet pk behel. pas kls brp yaaa, sd menuju smp tu rasanya. pas smp kls 1 apa 2 gt, udah lepas. eh balik lg posisi giginyaaaa!!! jgn salahin aku knp bs balik lg. kk ku kan pastu jg make behel, posisi giginya jg balik lg. dan skg dia make behel bwt kedua kalinya, dan aku disuruh pake juga :| gmn dong ni? pake ngga ya? klo mau, sabtu ni aku pake behel. nguks -00-
btw, ni fotoku pas dulu make behel. aneh ah x_x


15 Desember 2010
-rania

Broadcast Message

Kadang kita bertanya dalam hati dan menyalahkan Tuhan, "apa yang telah saya lakukan sampai saya harus mengalami ini semua?" atau "kenapa Tuhan membiarkan ini semua terjadi pada saya?" Here is a wonderful explanation..

Seorang anak memberitahu ibunya kalau segala sesuatu tidak berjalan seperti yang dia harapkan. Dia mendapatkan nilai jelek dalam raport, putus dengan pacarnya, dan sahabat terbaiknya pindah ke luar kota. Saat itu ibunya sedang membuat kue, dan menawarkan apakah anaknya mau mencicipinya, dengan senang hati dia berkata, "Tentu saja, I love your cake". "Nih, cicipi mentega ini," kata Ibunya menawarkan. "Yaiks," ujar anaknya. "Bagaimana dengan telur mentah?". "You're kidding me, Mom". "Mau coba tepung terigu atau baking soda?" "Mom, semua itu menjijikkan". Lalu ibunya menjawab, "Ya, semua itu memang kelihatannya tidak enak jika dilihat satu per satu. Tapi jika dicampur jadi satu melalui suatu proses yang benar, akan menjadi kue yang enak."

Tuhan bekerja dengan cara yang sama. Seringkali kita bertanya kenapa Dia membiarkan kita melalui masa-masa yang sulit dan tidak menyenangkan. Tapi Tuhan tahu jika Dia membiarkan semuanya terjadi satu persatu sesuai dengan rancangan-Nya, segala sesuatunya akan menjadi sempurna tepat pada waktunya. Kita hanya perlu percaya proses ini diperlukan untuk menyempurnakan hidup kita. Tuhan teramat sangat mencintai kita. Dia mengirimkan bunga setiap musim semi, sinar matahari setiap pagi. Setiap saat kita ingin bicara, Dia akan mendengarkan. Dia ada setiap saat kita membutuhkan-Nya. Dia ada di setiap tempat, dan Dia memilih untuk berdiam di hati kita.


15 Desember 2010
-rania

skip this post

again and again. fvck lovelife.
ENVY TO THE MAX! duh lare ajan aku yaaaa. ckck -,-
ada orang yg aku sangka baik, aku kira udh berubah dr apa yg org blg, ternyata gak berubah, ternyata aslinyaaaa parah. cuma heran, SEGAMPANG ITU? oke, km bisa aku lebih bisa.
ada juga lg 1. yg awalnya aku respect, tp lama* bikin ilfeel jugaaaaaaaaaaaaa. baik sh baik, tp kok lama* nyebelin? blah, relakanlaaaah~ mungkin lebih tepat sm org itu. tp tetep aja zleb, gmn in men yaaaa udah nancep mamen.
intinya dari post kali ini adalah "Semua pada akhirnya memang harus direlakan."
good luck, Rania :)

"I cry on my pillow. It's the only thing that stays when I'm hurt."
-@TumblrSays



Sabtu, 11 Desember 2010
-rania

Maybe - Secondhand Serenade

Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it
Better than it ever was [x2]



Sabtu, 11 Desember 2010
-rania

Quotes #2

"1st dates are awkward. 1st kisses are heavenly. 1st loves irreplaceable. 1st heartbreaks are unforgettable."
-@viatumblr


Sabtu, 11 Desember 2010
-rania

uiiiit lama tak jumpa!

halooooo, lama sekali tidak berjumpa yaaaa. bhahak me miss youuuu ;;)
BANYAK BANGET yg mau tak ceritain sebenernyaaaa, tp keburu lupaaa -____-"
apa men ya?
hmmmh, tgl 15, 16, 18, 20, 22, 23 November kmrn aku ulangan umum akhir semester I. full nyontek, belajar dikit bangetttt yaowoh gada yg keluar lg d soal -,-
tgl 30 November sampe 1 Desember kemarin pelantikan jd anggota Smansa Journalist Club 18th. uuuu seneng sekaliiii! skg udah resmi, ga sia* berjuang sm temen* lainnya pas menuju pelantikan ni. moga makin kompak, semangaaat! :D
lanjut, tgl 3 Desember, rapotan @ Besakih. sembahyang di pedarman masing*, abis tu sembahyang bersama, lgsg deh pembagian rapot. nilaiku gak ada yg dibawah rata* O:) soalnya klo dibawah rata*, ortu nya dipanggil huuuhhh. tp dikelas ranking 24 dari 40 siswa -,- untung gak dimarah papa mama, hahaha ya semangat! smt 2 harus lbh baik, harus dpt jurusan IPA! astungkare :)
tgl 5 sampe 8 Desember kemaren, aku sm papa, mama, kak dede, gek tutut liburan ke Singapore. ahihi ada serunyaaaa, ada nyebelinnya jg tp. cerita detailnya ntar deh ya, sekalian pas aku minta foto dr kamera kk ku. tp intinya, yg plg mengesankan pas di Universal Studios Singapore. huyeeeeeeeeeeeee thanks dad and mom! :DDD
sekaraaang? ndak ada gae. mau pergi males, dirumah jg boseeen. temen* sibuk sm ekstranya, ada yg sibuk PD jg. yaaaahhh gmn dong nii masak liburan gaseruuuu, pdhl tgl 20 udh masuk lagiiii ;(
ohya tambahan, insom tambah parah. fuck, gaada gaeeee mamen!


Sabtu, 11 Desember 2010
-rania

foto lama :P

kmrn sempet bongkar* foto di komputer. eh nemu foto ini, upload aaah :D

dulu fotonya masi dari atas ya. bhaha -_- tp tep cantik :D




editanku dulu. ga alay kan??? (yg alay sudah dimusnahkan :P)






dulu kerjaannya mepotreeeeeek aja. sing suud* -_____-



masi behelan ni :B



w/ Dede :O


w/ Mom :*


w/ Dede, Gek Tutut


FAM-ILY



my super duper big family! liat deh dulu rambutku sepanjang apa ._.


3R! bhahaha alay deeeehhh jd maluuu :$


Rima, aku, Rachel, Nia. yaowooooh ini pas baru masuk SMP hahaha =))


w/ Athena @ Dufan. yaampun kecilnyaaa :D


dulu jamannya Mermaidia :P




Sabtu, 11 Desember 2010
-rania

lupa ke post O.o

astagaaaa, ini tadi pagi* buta ak bwt post. tp lupa k post, ke simpen deh hahaha :P
jd skg aja deh postnya. yuhuuuu

uuuwww insom being sucks ┐(ˇεˇ)┌
udh jm 00.30 nih tp ak ngg ada ngantuk*nya. ngpaen dong yaaaaa? BLAH!

hmm maunya sih ak upload foto* jadul yg baru ak temuin td. wkwk tp klo ak upload skg keanya lama baru ke post -..- smsn gaada temen. skg bb off. twitter am fb sepi. yaowooh
jdnya apa ya? ya sekedar cerita* aja deh yak :)

gtw knp ya, apa krn karma, atau sejenisnya atau apapun lah itu. tp kok nasibku kek gini mulu ya? udh 2x ak ngerasain cerita yg sama. awalnya sama, endingnya pun nyaris sama. knp sih? astagaaaa ak salah apa sm kalian wahai kaum adam?


Minggu, 21 November 2010
-rania

Quotes #1

"A break-up can be 2. The best way or a nightmare."
-@Janetdvr


Kamis, 18 November 2010
-rania

long time not see!

hay. miss me? :P
uuuuw long time not blogging. lama bgt rasanya, bulan lalu loh last-update nya (˘__˘)
hmm skg ak sibuk apa ya? skg sih ulum akhir semester. nyhehe tp besok libur, krn kk kls nya ada tes apaaaa gtu. ah ak tetep aja ga belajar, walaupun umum ak tetep ga belajar (¬˛¬") ohya, selain itu skg ak sibuk ekstra, yaitu SJC. sibuk, tp nyenengin. aplg klo udh bisa kumpul sm temen* :D
skg mw nyritain apa dong ya?

OHYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!
Rachel Christy Aulia Martha Hariadi Tjandra, one of my best-mate. udah pindah k singapore dy skg :'( udah mau skolah disana, udh d asrama. hikssss sumpah ak nangis pas dy udh mw brngkat! nyeselnya, ak gada nganter dy k bandara. pastu ak ekstra smpe jm 4. sedangkan dy jm 5 udh harus d airport. hiks maaf Rachel gbs nganter. I'm already miss you so much :'(
pas sehari sblm berangkat, aku buatin dy 15 special tweet #tentangrachel. buka aja di blognya dy: http://rachelcamhc.blogspot.com/2010/11/tentangrachel-by-rania-ayu.html
uuuuuuwww IMISSYOUUUUU babybolobolo :(

what's next? lovelife? nyhehehe nothing, totally flaaattttt. just forget hahahah won ati nyritain yg gini* ah, labil mulu bawaannya (˘__˘)
sakit hati mulu, nyoba buka hati buat org. udh berhasil, ditinggal sm org tu. keleeee, apane usak nah? akunya apa apanya nih? NGUK! (-oo-")
tapi eh tapi eh tapi, pas tgl 101110 kmrn yg 'seharusnya' spesial itu ternyata gak ada apa*nya looo. HAHAHAHA smw bener* jd ke flashback pas hari itu. dan aku sadar klo ak tu bodo ternyata jd org *ngikk* yasudaaah lupakanlaah. keanya emg bener jd kk adek jalan plg bener, abs orgnya agak gmnaaa gt skg -,- forget the past, our future are waiting :) <---- aespeh gaya aja, besok gen labil lg. wkwk

aduuuh postingku yg ini kok gajelas skali ya? ya kalo ga berkenan bwt dibaca, mohon maaf ya :) lg labil soalnya nh. nyehehe
ya sekian dah terima kasih deh. goodnight world! (˘⌣˘)ε˘`)


Kamis, 18 November 2010
-rania

photo #1

nothing to do. I borrowed my brother's dslr (Canon 450D), then I take some not important picture. nyhehehe ;D













Sabtu, 30 Oktober 2010
-rania

apepikir cang?

gtw knp, ak heran aja am sifatku sendiri. dalam hal ini, ak sangkutin dgn yg namanya cowok.
di setiap perjalananku, ada aja org yg baek sm ak, tp ada jg yg jahat. tp knp ya, ak tu sll ga respect am org yg jelas* baek bgt sm ak. baeeeekkk skali sm ak, pdhl ak tu aslinya ga sebaek apa yg di pikiran mereka. dan org yg ketusin ak, yg diemin ak, yg biasa aja bersikap sm ak, malah ak respect. malah ak harepiiin bgt, ak care bgt malah sm orgnya. tp jgn dulu disangkutpautin sm pcrn ya. knp yak? ak ngerasa ad yg error nih sm otakku. ak baek sm org jahat, tp ak jahat sm org baek. apepikir caaang? -_______-"


Jumat, 29 Oktober 2010
-rania

keseleo agak sedikit fvck!

hey bloggers. long time not see!
i'm totally not in a good mood because of someone. forget it.
mulai dari kmrn, sampe hari ini, dan kemungkinan besok juga, ak gak sekolah. kenapaaa? ak KESELEO. hahaha rengas sih ak jd jatoh deh dsekolah -_______-
jd 2 hari yg lalu (27/10), d skolah ada acara Bulan Bahasa. dan ak dapet tugas bwt dokumentasiin bbrp lombanya. pas ak dokumentasi jedeeeeegggg ak jatoh. gak nyungsep sih (alhamdulilah), tp korbannya ya kakiku jd keseleo. pertamanya biasa aja, ak masi dskolah, masi bisa jalan, bahkan plg nya ak masi makan d kfc trus k timezone. tp pas pulangnyaaaa, kaki ku udh kaku. ya Tuhaaaaaaaannn, pertama x pengen gapunya kaki!
ampe rumah ak nangis trus, gmw gerakin kaki, kaku bgt pkoknya. tp stelah kk iparku yg kebetulan dokter tulang krumah trus ngasi obat dll, ak mulai bsa gerak.
dan skg, ak udh bisa jalan. tapiiiiii, masi kebyet* kaki ku, jd mending d tempat tidur aja deh -_-" tp aku bosaaaaaaaannn! seharusnya ak dskolah fun bgtttt, gada guru, ada acara* gtu aja. uh kleeehhh knp ak harus sakit pas dskolah lg gada pelajaran? ;(


Jumat, 29 Oktober 2010
-rania

......

Hmmhh, wanna chat a little bit. Nyheheheh ;P
Pernah gak ngerasain pengeeen bgt nghilangin 1 org dr otakmu? Tp pas km udh mulai sukses bwt lupain, ada org baru yg dtg k kehidupanmu. Tp 1 hal, km takut patah hati lg.
What you will gonna do?
Masi tetep pikiran sm org masa lalu? Atau mulai nyoba sm org yg baru? Tp klo ternyata apa yg km pikirin sm yg dy pikirin beda, gmn? Patah hati lg? Sedangkan setelah sm yg dulu, km hati* bgt biar gak patah hati lg, biar gak ngerasain itu lg.
HOW? Hmmh, I feel it.


Sabtu, 23 Oktober 2010
-rania

i want but... nothing.

I wanna see you there, wanna hear you singing. But I just... can't.
Pengen skaliii, pengen bgt bwt yg terakhir kali. Pdhl udh ada temen yg ngajak, tp ak ngerasa gak pantes, ga penting jg kan ada atau tanpa ak dsana?
So, ak cuma doain km dr sini aja. MOGA SEMUANYA SUKSES! AMIN!!!
Bless youuuu yaaayyhh, wish you luck! ;)


Sabtu, 23 Oktober 2010
-rania

MINE - TAYLOR SWIFT

gtw nih, tiba* suka sx dngerin lagu* nya taylor swift. simple, easy-listening bgt dah. coba aja dengerin, bagus bgt :)

Uh, uh, uh oh
Uh, uh, uh oh

You were in college working part time waiting tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk with the fear of fallin'
Wonderin' why we bother with love if it never lasts

I say "Can you believe it?"
As we're lyin' on the couch
The moment I can see it
Yes, yes I can see it now

Do you remember we were sittin' there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward and we're taking on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learned my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we've got bills to pay
We've got nothing figured out
When it was hard to take yes, yes
This is what I thought about

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Uh, uh, uh, oh

And I remember that fight 2:30 AM
You said everything was slippin' right out of our hands
I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street

Brace myself for the goodbye
Cause that's all I've ever known
Then you took me by surprise
You said "I'll never leave you alone"

You said
"I remember how we felt sittin' by the water
And every time I look at you it's like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
She is the best thing that's ever been mine"

(Hold on, we'll make it last)
(Hold on, never turn back)
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
And I can see it
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can see it now (see it now, see it now)


Selasa, 19 Oktober 2010
-rania

knp gak suud*?

gtw knp nih. pdhl ak udh lupa, ya berusaha lupa lah tepatnya. udh 50% lupa, tp adaaaaaaaaaa aja rintangannya. km ada masalah, peduli dah ak lg. temenku ad yg nanyain km, lg dah ak flashback. meh, ga suud* di cerita mu di otakku? suud e suud, capek ak -_-


Selasa, 19 Oktober 2010
-rania

*beep*

kalo km baik sm aku, aku jg bakal baik sm km.
tp kalo km jahat sm aku, aku bisa lebih jahat lg sm km.
adil kan? that's what we called life, friends!
(˘⌣˘)


Kamis, 14 Oktober 2010
-rania

Somebody's Me - Enrique Iglesias

You, do you remember me?
Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life
Going back in your mind to that time?

'Cause I, I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell
And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else

Somebody wants you, somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely
Somebody hopes that one day you will see
That somebody's me, that somebody's me, yeah

How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths soon will cross
And what we hide isn't lost
'Cause you?re always right here in my thoughts

Somebody wants you, somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely
Somebody hopes that one day you will see
That somebody's me, oh, yeah

You will always be in my life even if I'm not in your life
'Cause you're in my memory
You, will you remember me?
And before you set me free, oh, listen please

Somebody wants you, somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see
Somebody's me, that somebody's me
That somebody's me, that somebody's me, oh, yeah


Kamis, 14 Oktober 2010
-rania

I miss my BASH :(

"Bersamamu ku habiskan waktu, senang bisa mengenal dirimu. Rasanya semua begitu sempurna, sayang untuk mengakhirinya. Janganlah berganti, tetaplah seperti ini.." -Ipang

UH, I MISS BASH SO DAMN MUCH!!!
pas tgl 101010 kmrn, aku gak bisa tidur. eh tiba* ada notification d fb ku. baru aku cek, ternyata Koming alias Rahina Putra alias Komink Bagus Genjink comment* foto BASH dulu yg ada di albumku ama di albumnya Rachel. banyak bgt foto yg di comment ama dia. dan Koming sukses bwt aku kangen bgt sm BASH saat itu jg :'(






Be A Super Hero
*\(^▼^)/*

ya Tuhaaaan, aku kangen sekali sm BASH, sm 9B angkatan 2009/2010. pengen bgt ngulang semua nya. 3tahun berasa cepet bgt, cepet bgt sampe tiba* udh pisah :(
kangen masa bisa bareng sm kalian. kangen masa kita kelas 7 blm kenal 1 sama lain jd canggung bgt. kangen masa kita masi adaptasi bareng. kangen masa kelas 8 kita dapet kelas jelek (sumpah jelek bgt). kangen masa di kelas main lempar*an sampe ada yg jd korban. kangen masa ada yg ngambul gara* dijailin. kangen masa ada yg berantem trus main pukul*an pdhl cuma masalah sepele. kangen masa kita iri*an gara* ada yg nilai ulangannya lbh tinggi. kangen masa d kelas ada yg dblg cinlok trus di aet*in. kangen masa kita nyontek PR pagi*. kangen masa kita berhari* sibuk latihan pas pagelaran udh dket. kangen masa kita berantem cuma gara* beda pendapat. kangen masa kita tiba* rajin belajar pas UN udh deket. kangen masa kita ngabisin waktu bareng d sekolah pas udah sadar klo lg bentar kita bakal pisah. kangen masa kita maen* di Puputan hari sabtu. kangen masa kita hang out d liburan terakhir kita bareng. kangen masa kita perpisahan di rumahnya Yani dari siang sampe malem. kalian semua inget masa itu? gak ada yg lupa masa 3tahun kita bareng kan?

agung, nugraha, iwan, angga, arik, benny, cahya, diah, gayatri, giovanie, grenata, indra, yani, andin, palguna, pramana, prasta, nia, rachel, koming, rima, satria, vivit, i miss you all. kapan bisa kumpul lg? :(

OUR LAST 'PAGELARAN'. remember? Sahabat Kecil by Ipang? :)




OUR LAST DAY @ SMP Negeri 1 Denpasar. oh myyyy!







STUDY TOUR to JAVA. one of our experience together for 6days that I'll never forget.











our last event together @yani's 08.06.10 IT WAS SO FUN!









KAPAN BISA REUNIAAAN? KAPAN BISA KUMPUL BARENG LAGIII?
AKU KANGEEEEENNNNNNNN!!



Kamis, 14 Oktober 2010
-rania